I'm baaaaccckk!!

I moved. I'm here in my house on this military base. It's strange, REALLY strange, and taking A LOT of adjusting. I never see Scott, and when I do he's basically dead inside. It's getting easier but it's still really hard. Walter loves it here, and I'm really enjoying having our own place.

I miss my mom, a lot, but I guess that's supposed to get easier, too.

Regarding all the old blogs.. with all the drama or whatever: You can't know me from my blogs. You get a peice of me, from what's on the inside.. but what you get is a lot different than what everyone in the real world gets. Yes, I say on here what I hold inside in the real world.. but I hold out on the stuff I say in the real world.

Scott and I have a beautiful marriage. I've met a ton of wives already, some of whom are younger.. some older.. some have been married a long time.. some have been married just as short as Scott and I.

And I look at them and want to slap them upside the head. The way they talk about their husbands and how little they do. The things they say they say to their husbands.. I've been guilty of some things, but I can tell Scott and I will be okay. I understand him, and he understands me. No matter what kind of funk we are in, we know how to get eachother out of it. We know the right spots to touch, the right words to say..

We always remind one another that it's important to try just as hard as we did when we first met.. and we do.

You don't see us.. you don't know us.. you especially don't know him..

So if you're reading my blog, and you enjoy it, and you want to chime in and leave me a comment and tell me some advice...

Just remember that you don't know my marriage, so you have no right to doom it's future.

That's all I ask.